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my life in a short and to the point kinda way. Have been wanting to get ready to write this down still not sure if I know exatly what to say or how to say it. So, I will just have to write what ever comes out. Well, I started cutting I believe when I was about 15 or 16. Ya, that was the year when i started grade nine. Ya being older then everyone in your class is odd, but hey nothing much you can do. I am not sure how old i was but i do remember the first time. although i have not told anyone inculding my councelor. (which may not have been the best thing) Through out the years there have been some good times and some good times. Some times when i went for months with out cutting and some times when it was hard to even go a few hours. Four years ago i was amitted to the hopsital cause i wanted to kill myself, as you can tell i didn't. These day. Things are good but i am still strugling with it. I have a whole new set of problems as to why i cut, that in and of it self is rather worry some as there will always be things that are promlemsome. But know that i know what trigers me i am better able to handle the situations. there is hope out there.

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Mike Gour said:

good for you smilies/cheesy.gif

December 11, 2008

Ella said:

Hey!
Wow...I guess If there was one thing I could tell you, it would be this. Its a verse I found when I was working at a summer camp and you can find it in Matthew 6:30-31::: If God gives such attention to the appearance of wildflowers—most of which are never even seen—don't you think he'll attend to you, take pride in you, do his best for you?

I guess what I'm trying to say is that every day we're going to be faced with problems-some as tiny as running out of toothpaste and some as large as losing a loved one. But nomatter how big or small, god is going to love you and he wants to help you. I was thinksing about jesus on the cross and all the blood and cuts he had on his body-all the pain he felt. I I start to think that not only did he die for our sins, but also for all that blood and pain you feel and see when you try to cut your problems away. But you cant cut away God-he'll always be there for you.
Yes, long comment I know, but I hope your doing well and just remember that you have someone out there praying for you=)
~Ella

February 06, 2009

Naomi said:

I think that it took a lot of guts to put that on the internet, so good for you, also I wanted to let you know that while yes, there are going to be problems but we have to give them to God first and foremost, and then talk to someone, so yea, going to a counselor was a good idea. I'll be praying for you!!!

||-Naomi-||

February 12, 2009

candy said:

thanks

March 10, 2009

candy said:

Just wanted to say thanks.
Along with things haven't started out this year great. I have pretty much lost whatever insight i had when i first wrote that up there. Have come rather too close to doing some nasty cuts, but never did do any of them. I have also managed to add on poor eating, i mean hardly ever if ever almost eating on to other forms of Self-Injury. So, i have managed to get myself messed up again. Wondering where it all went that I had before. All the courage and knowledge to talk myself out it before. So, umm, ya, just figured i would pass on that there are good times and bad, and in the bad, ya will always remember the good but may not remember how to get there. Well, for me at least.

March 10, 2009