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my lifes been so confusing lately! i thought i was going to die... but now i'm getting help thanks to your help and my teachers and parents too! basicly what happend... what i did... what help i got... and where i am now!
I don't know whats going on any more. My life seems like it's coming to an end! Everything is going crazy. I guess it all started with my Aunt and Uncle getting a divorce last year. Then my Nana got breast-cancer and I guess I just couldn't take it anymore! I'm getting stressed about every little thing that goes on in my life and if anything seems bad around me I think it's my fault! I even thought of taking my own life many times! And my marks where going down like you wouldn't belive! I started out by riding my bike but soon it didn't work (and it started to snow) so I started to beat myself up inside and I started to do it so much my body couldn't take it! I started to get sick every time I got stressed in the smallest way! I didn't like getting sick so eventualy I i turned to cutting! My parents noticed somthing was wrong with me so first the talk to my teachers to get homework and stuff like that less hard so I wouldn't get stressed... and it worked! For the time being... after a while I went back to cutting again and my mom noticed I was a bit off. So she got me a psychiarist... that also worked! But still only for a while... i'm back to cutting myself to this day and i'm getting better. My marks are going up i'm getting help from my teachers, my theripist, my freinds and family! Like I said i'm still cutting but i'm trying my best to get my lif back in order. As of mabey next week i'm applying for a job at dairy queen and i'm taking exams knowing that i'm getting help...
Today you came to my school and talked to us for a couple of hours and i'm feeling much better about myself! You challenged us to find somthing that really bugs us and do somthing about it in the next 3 days... well my mom helps voulenteers at a youth center for kids like me (and some who have alot more trouble in their lifes) But I can't start helping untill friday because it's not open untill then so ya... and ever since my Aunt and Uncle broke up i've been saving money so I could buy her a car... because my uncle only pays for their condo... so I hope to see and hear from you soon...
from Heather... a girl who THOUGHT she would be better off dead
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