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I couldn't hold the pain anymore

My story is about me being Molested two years ago at the age of 13 from a 18 year old. I have suicidal thoughts and I am very depressed. After two years of keeping this a secret from my friends and family, I finally came out with it a couple weeks ago. Hi my name is Stephanie and I'm going to talk to you about my story. Two years ago, I went on this trip to Alabama with my Grandparents. Everything was ok intill one night when I was hanging out with my youth group. I really liked this one guy named Jacob. He was 18 and I was 13, I knew it wouldn't work out. We didn't really talk that much, but that night he asked if we could go somewhere private. I regret my answer, but I said yes. That's when it happened, I hate the word now, but he molested me. I didn't know what to say or what to do. It's been two years from when it happened and to this day I am always depressed, and I alwayshave suicidal thoughts. I used to cut and tried to kill myself twice. Now I am seeing my youth pastor weekly. I am now reading my Bible in the book of Psalms wich is helping me alot but i still have a long way to go. If anybody had something happen to them that was similar to what happened to me, I strongly suggest that you would read the book of Psalms, its helping me out with some of my problems and im sure it will help you guys out too.

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mike gour said:

that was an amazing story. i hope you overcome your problems.

GOOD LUCK

February 20, 2009

sam gour said:

oh my god that sounds terrible. Im glad you atleast told someone and im glad your doing better smilies/cheesy.gif

February 20, 2009

Stephanie said:

Thanx you guys

February 23, 2009

dayna skiba said:

i will be praying for you because thats awful i think i might just cry smilies/sad.gif

March 19, 2009

kklemay(kailyn) said:

i will pray 4 u 2 it was aful im so sorry that happened

March 19, 2009

Stephanie Klassen said:

Thanx again, i fany of you want to talk to me you can email me at
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March 21, 2009

Brianna said:

You did the right thing in telling someone. I have had that happen to me as well. What you need to remember is that it is not your fault, in any way. You did nothing wrong, and you did not deserve to be treated like that.
When I had that happen I felt guilty and ashamed and blamed it all on myself. So I just really want you to know that it's not your fault, it's his. And you should not feel guilty.

Keep your head high.

June 10, 2009

Isabella said:

wow I am so sorry that happened to you.that's so sad.I will always pray for you hon

June 29, 2009

Chris said:

You are a very brave woman Stephanie, I will be praying for you.

June 29, 2009

Friend of Jehovah said:

Continue to press in to the Lord and to receive his healing and his blessings that He is waiting to pour out upon you. I was raped by someone from my youth group 2 years ago. Last year at a retreat, God dealt with me very strongly. I had a vision that was like no other, and I'm not one who receives them or who ever even believe that could be a possibility. In my vision I was standing in the river with Jesus infront of me and He was baptizing me, cleansing me from all of the pain from the abuse and the rape. God was speaking over us saying that He loved me and that He was pleased with me. It was the most healing experience for me, and I am truely thankful for that.

Be encouraged! Pray! Don't ever give up, or believe Satan's lies that you will never be better, get better or do better!

God has a plan for your life. (Jeremiah 29:11)

July 14, 2009

Jules said:

wow, that is shocking !
I will be praying for you !

August 20, 2009

jamie said:

i'm praying for you

keep reading the psalms

March 25, 2010

Cassie said:

Aw,
I'm glad Jesus is helping you through this.
I'll pray for you.
And smile big because you're 10x more beautiful than you think and Jesus loves you!

Peace&Love

June 25, 2010