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Hello, My name is Angell! i'm a 15 year old female who used to struggle with cutting and I still struggle with depression but through it all I learned that as long as your faithful, honest, and patient then you can conqour all with God! here is my story!
Hello, My name is Angell! i\'m a 15 year old female who used to struggle with cutting and I still struggle with depression but through it all I learned that as long as your faithful, honest, and patient then you can conqour all with God! here is my story!
Your Story: Hello my name is Angell as it said before in the title description.
And just to let everyone know i have alread gotten my story on her but it was awhile ago a bit has changed and i\'m going to be more descriptive!
Anyways I started cutting in elementry because of being constantly bullied by people who think they are better than others who don\'t look perfect. And sadly one of them claimed to be christian!
It wasn\'t exactly easy after elementry, I was so excited for highschool because it mean\'t i could have a new start and maybe stop my bad habit, I had my braces off I felt I looked different! (btw this was alll before i was chritian at least not like i was now! and please sorri for the spelling mistakes!)
but I suppose were theirs school theirs drama and their was more than enough of that in school.
It seemed no matter what I did everything went wrong! and i guess cutting made me feel in control of my hurt rather than things such as death!
seeing as how im on that subject in 2007 i think i lost a few family members and two of my best \"friends\" such as My Grandma 4 days after my lame bday which no one had time to go to :( anyways and my sister had her baby (his name is coen) the day before my Grandma died so she got to see Coen before then. And pretty much exactly a month after my Grandma had passed away my Grandpa (her husband) had died of a heartattack in his sleep (so we think). and on top of this my mom\'s ex)not my real dad explain later on!!) was dealing with a drug and alchohal problem(lets just say he spent a majority of his 10,000 inheritance on drugs and alcholal and looked terrible!) and the summer before that I lost my favorite dog my best friend jenna was her name she was old i suppose or just to fat. then that following winter I lost my \"mother\" Gina she is my biological mother but again i will explain later, and also the summer after that my sisters dog passed away while i was away in pg with my cousin ( at the time my sister not the one with coen a different one anyways she was living in our basement while making some renovations on her house). so that one was also hard on me!
ok this is a totally different subject it involves death though sadly.
When i was six months old i was taking away from my parents by social services and brought to my Granny(no not the on that passed away thankfully) and my auntie whom to this day I call my mom! anyways they had to feed me one ounce of milk every hour that night and i thank God (literally) that they did that for me! so thats my story behind the whole \"mom\" thing earlier.
about grade 5 i believe about 1 or 2 weeks after new years my mom sat me and my cousin (shes practically my sister though) and told us that my dad had died on new years eve he had apparently fallin over a rail ina back ally mostly caus he was drunk and needed something to hold on to. so that reallllly affected me!
now moving on sorri this seems to be all over the place! anyways this is a good part this is how i became a \"hardcore\" christian haha not exactly right away though anyways i was at a youth event in edmonton bc called yc passion 08 and their was a motivational speaker named Reggie Dabbs who asked anyone who was hurting to stand up on the count of three! and when i did with a friend of mine she was hurting to my guardian angel well in human form haha her name is Kathy Merta! anyways she came and held me and we went somewere else were i confessed my cutting problem! she helped up until now were she still loves me and supports me through the tough times! so my Anorexia, cutting, and feeling to not live is no longer here!!!!! all thanks to God because one day i decided that i was tired of hurting and i told God that and out popped Kathy perfect timing ! awesome what God can do you just have to be patient so all i have to say is if your hurting i strongly encourage you to tell someone because their is always hope and God will NEVER turn his back on you, you just have to be patient also if you don\'t know how to just tell God that you are tired of whatever it is you feeling and ask him to get someone to help you and if anyone every needs to talk you can email me @
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!! ok remember NOTHING is impossible with God on your side!!!
also i was recently baptized on march 8 09!! it was absolutely amazing!!!!!!!!! and it felt great especially when i secretly told satan that i am a follower of God and ALWAYS will be :)!!!
Love, Angell Olsen ps if you read this whole thing thanks alot!! :)
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but i worked it out and now me and the bully are even friends now because we but our diffrences aside 
ps great story 
i swear on my life! well the only other person who will and already does know is God but yeah... 
