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U can't get threw cutting alone....
I'm Brooke I'm 13 and I started cutting beginning of march. Umm last year I starved myself and tried to make myself throw up once or twice my friends and family found out and helped me threw it I felt like I needed to be skinny and beautiful to fit in. I felt alone and that no one cared
(oh and when I said I wanted to become skinny I already was really skinny)I seas so frusterated with gossip and school work and my family I couldn't hold it in. I started cutting a month ago this sounds pathetic but after a week my ffriend found out. He helped me threw some things but I told him I wasn't going to cut but almost everyday I was cutting. My faith in God wasn't good and I feel like he's just not there. The reason I did start cutting was bc I felt I wasn't good enough for anyone. I am pathetic at school my best friend backstabbed me. There is lots of gossip about me. I feel that mmy parents only love my brother and they just buy me stuff. I horse back ride I have my own horse and since I'm off of that right now I feel like everything is crashing down on me. My parents always supports my bro in his hockey but they never come and watch me ride my grandparents hate me. I feel alone. Last week I told my friend that I was cutting almost everyday and he said don't worry I still won't tell anyone. That night I was staying over at my church I was txting him and he said I was getting into deep and then I went into tears and this was at 1 am and then instead if my friend telling I told my youth pastor half hour later. He prayed for me and I didn't feel alone anymore. He told me some suggesstions. I tried them I've slipped already 3 times I'm taking things slow. I feel like over the week my relationship with god and my parentS is getting a little better. My parents don't know anything. But I'm learning I need people to get threw this and that I can't do this alone. I still feel alone at times so I talk to people on the phone whenever I have the urge to cut.
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I'm 13 and a month ago I started to cut because I was just so stressed that I felt I didn't have anything else that would help!! Before I started cutting i woul. Starve myself I would go for about a week with eating a salad to last me that long but then I started losing weight and my parents found out so I had to find something else I could be in control of I didn't starve myself because I thought I was fat but I needed something to be in control of so now I cut sometimes but on the bright side I have found god alot lately and I'm learning to get control in a none si kind of way!! Let god bless u and be strong! 
