so to my story.. ive been a cutter seens i was11 years old i started getting abused by my dad he is a very big man 314 lbs and well i lov my dad but i started gettin addiced to pain after words so i started punchin stuff purpisly and gettin into fightts with friends fallin down the stairs and stuff well it got to the point were i wanted to cut all the time all my friends didnt no my family still doesnt no and well my boyfriend doesnt even no im adiced to pain i dk how it even happened but i started to find anywasy just to come up with soemthign just for i could cut i lost friends cause none of them wanted to be friends with a EMO im not even EMO. well after bout a year of cuttin i started playing guitar and singing it was the one thing tht made me not cut then i stop and started again about a year ago and im 15 now goin to be 16 my boyfriend thinks im doin it for he attion if i did it for his attion i would take him to a stripper barr or something this was something i never even wanted to tell him but i no as soon as he reads this hes oin to be sad about me not tellin him . i went six months with out cutting about a month ago now i starrted aagain. but yesterday when i met brett i thought to myself why would someone want his for me my life is shit i deal with all my friends shit and family shit i just want ppl happy not me ..you no... but i geuss brett was tht someone who was supposed to be there to tell me i am so much better then tht...so thanks you brett for opening my eyes from tht fact tht i lov pain to the fact tht i dont need it all i really need is to be happy and tht the ppl around me will be happy to ...btw i quite weed 3 months ago and i smoked it since i was 10...but really thx yu for listening..<33
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