Crazy??
Well Im Jessikah Im 14 Years Of Age.. I Feel Like Im Alone I Don't Think People Understand Me.. They Stare And Tell Me Made Up Stuff About My Life... I Don't Know Why I Cut I Have A Hard Time With The Word No... I Just Don't Think Its Any Better With My Sister Always Being The Better One Then Me .... She Tells Me Im Hated And No One Cares About Me.. Sometimes I Just Sit In My Room And Cry Myself To Sleep. This All Started At The Age Of 10 When I Started Doing Drugs... After I Got Off The Drugs Of The Age 13 My Uncle Passed Away From Smoking.. Witch Made Me Very Depressed I Would Sit In Class And Cry Then Go To The Bath Room And Cut Myself... My Mom First Finding Out At The Age Of 12 When I Started Cutting My Mom And Dad Flipped... Just A Couple Weeks Ago.. I Did More Drugs And I Told My Mom And I Found Out That Drugs And Cutting Really Don't Make Anything Better Its Just Digging A Bigger Whole In The Ground For My Self... I Have Many Friends That Are Just Like Me.. And I Support Then 100% And I Think Thats Trough This Help I Will Get Better Every Day Because Its People That Are Just Like Me That Get Me Trough These Long Hard Days. This Is My Story =] ( L ) Support Don't Judge The One That Are The Same As Anyone In This World ( Are You On My Side ? )



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kat said:

  yes I do Agree. I love you
March 13, 2008

Kimmy G said:

  Hi Jessikah,

Thanks for having the courage to share your story. As somebody who has been a cutter, I know how difficult that I can be... and I also know how much it means to know that somebody... anybody out there is thinking of you.

If you take nothing else from what I have to say... know this...

You are beautiful, you are full of worth, and God put you here because He knows that nobody else in this world could accomplish what you will. You are special. You are strong. Anything else is simply untrue. You may wonder how I know these things without having met you... you may think i'm crazy...
I'm not. I just believe in hanging onto hope, and I know who my God is... and he never makes mistakes.

God Bless.
May 26, 2008

sam gour said:

  Sup Jessikah i thought about cutting and my brother did cut for abit and you have guts to share your story and tell your parents about cutting and the drugs

P.s im on your side smilies/grin.gif
December 09, 2008

Julia said:

  I feel very similar, I struggled with my sister too. She had very strong feelings against me and often told me how worthless I was. It hurt. Anyone could say anything they wanted, it wouldn't matter, but when my sister, someone who should love me and care for me through thick and thin said things it cut my heart so deep. It always felt like someone was stabbing me in the heart with a knife. It's okay though, the hard times will pass. The Lord is looking down at us, loving us. He will always be there ,all you have to do it call to him! (:
January 03, 2010

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