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Saturday, 14 February 2009 17:04
My story is about me being Molested two years ago at the age of 13 from a 18 year old. I have suicidal thoughts and I am very depressed. After two years of keeping this a secret from my friends and family, I finally came out with it a couple weeks ago. Hi my name is Stephanie and I'm going to talk to you about my story. Two years ago, I went on this trip to Alabama with my Grandparents. Everything was ok intill one night when I was hanging out with my youth group. I really liked this one guy named Jacob. He was 18 and I was 13, I knew it wouldn't work out. We didn't really talk that much, but that night he asked if we could go somewhere private. I regret my answer, but I said yes. That's when it happened, I hate the word now, but he molested me. I didn't know what to say or what to do. It's been two years from when it happened and to this day I am always depressed, and I alwayshave suicidal thoughts. I used to cut and tried to kill myself twice. Now I am seeing my youth pastor weekly. I am now reading my Bible in the book of Psalms wich is helping me alot but i still have a long way to go. If anybody had something happen to them that was similar to what happened to me, I strongly suggest that you would read the book of Psalms, its helping me out with some of my problems and im sure it will help you guys out too.
Last Updated on Wednesday, 18 February 2009 02:44
 

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#19 Annonomus 2011-03-12 10:27
Its terrible! I cant beleive he would do that to you!
I 2 have tried to commit suicide and I know how u feel/felt
Ill pray for you gurl!
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#18 Hunter 2011-02-18 10:32
Thank you for sharing your story. My story is very very similar but only the molester was my best friend, I was also thriteen, two years ago when it happend. Even though I don't know you, I love you and I pray that you overcome this fight towards the light. You'll be just fine as long as you have God in your life. He'll never leave you and He loves you no matter what and remember that it was NOT your fault what happened.
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#17 A Friend 2010-12-22 13:47
you're just amazing, brave and strong. thank you for sharing your story , it GMH.
dont let what he did to you, hold you from becoming the great girl you will one day be. never give up, show yourself how strong you are, and keep holding on.
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#16 Kendra 2010-10-21 15:06
THat is inspiring. That has happened to me to except it was my daa who was the one who molested me. It is a hard thing i i thank you i will be reading psalms. You are in my prayers . GOD LOVES ALL OF US !!!
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#15 Cecily 2010-07-16 11:21
Your story is inspiring! God bless! :-)
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#14 Cecily 2010-07-15 11:36
I'm praying for you girl! :-)
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#13 Cassie 2010-06-24 19:34
Aw,
I'm glad Jesus is helping you through this.
I'll pray for you.
And smile big because you're 10x more beautiful than you think and Jesus loves you! :-)
Peace&Love
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#12 jamie 2010-03-24 23:28
i'm praying for you :-) keep reading the psalms :-)
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#11 Jules 2009-08-20 09:29
wow, that is shocking !
I will be praying for you !
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#10 Friend of Jehovah 2009-07-14 14:22
Continue to press in to the Lord and to receive his healing and his blessings that He is waiting to pour out upon you. I was raped by someone from my youth group 2 years ago. Last year at a retreat, God dealt with me very strongly. I had a vision that was like no other, and I'm not one who receives them or who ever even believe that could be a possibility. In my vision I was standing in the river with Jesus infront of me and He was baptizing me, cleansing me from all of the pain from the abuse and the rape. God was speaking over us saying that He loved me and that He was pleased with me. It was the most healing experience for me, and I am truely thankful for that.

Be encouraged! Pray! Don't ever give up, or believe Satan's lies that you will never be better, get better or do better!

God has a plan for your life. (Jeremiah 29:11)
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